So far on this trip there are been a plethora of beautiful moments and incredibly hard moments …. mostly beautiful moments. Some of my favorite beautiful moments have been just swimming in the ocean with my niece and nephew and popping up to see a flower floating near by. I cannot help to think they are all Wylder’s. This weekend was also just beyond amazing to have so much love and family around. When Steven and I announced we were taking Wylder James to Maui we were blown away that 15 family member said “we will be there” … “wouldn’t miss it for the world” … there are no words for how overwhelmingly loved we felt (more Wylder working his magic). When everyone is together … it always feels better and helped so much this weekend. There is so much to enjoy, hear and see on the island … you cannot help but feel the love and just take in all the beauty. This is also a home to me that makes me feel the most spiritually connected so there has been an immense amount of peace.
Monday on the other hand was an incredibly hard day. My emotions were running high and full speed ahead. I don’t know if it was the fact the I hadn’t cried in a few days, or maybe it was because the family was starting to leave and things were winding down and settling back in again?! Steven and I went into town that evening and as soon as the Hawaiian music start playing the flood gates were open. ‘What a Wonderful World’ followed by ‘Over the Rainbow’ … I used to play these songs over and over to Wylder and we would look through pictures. So after we returned to our room and I got it all out … and Tuesday morning felt much better. Steven was so supportive and wonderful and helped me through it. I guess this might just be my new thing.
Steven and I are heading out to pattle this morning … I cannot wait (I’m a first timer). The ocean seems even more beautiful to me now … so I cannot wait to be in it this morning. Much love and aloha. xxoo
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